He thinks on that, wishing he had a way to properly express his gratitude that Wei Ying considers the question thoughtfully. He does not laugh at him, does not feel offended at Lan Zhan's shortcomings. Wei Ying accepts them and can work with them. It is magnificent.

He threads his fingers through Wei Ying's kissing the soft underside of Wei Ying's wrist before speaking.

"It is hard to remain balanced. Do not know how much pleasure is too much. Do not know what is normal. Just know I want things, many things. Only with Wei Ying."